mindfulness

We are moving in space - spinning around the sun and the sun is spinning too, as the galaxy is - everything is moving and maybe without direction? It seems that we are spinning without direction too... When I'm going to sleep I can feel the desires rumbling around in my head - like small and sudden flashes; Longing for some food, for tenderness, for a warm body near mine, for security.... It's too late to let the come true and I can name them as desires. And  I can watch them with curiosity... They are probably under the surface in the daytime too. Maybe I know them better after these years of meditating... Joni Mitchell sings; too much people and too much desires on this earth. She is probably right... But can it be that those desires is driving us to places and situations that we cannot foresee A man on the subway beside me - an umbrella costume and an I pad in a basket. He is fingering on his tie, stretching it. His fingers on the other hand are also moving in